Friday night lights have changed for me, instead of being out with your mommy or the guys I’m right here by your side. I wouldn’t have it any other way son! Being a new daddy to you has changed everything that I do, I feel calm, proud, connected and different as Rafa would say.
I can’t describe how I feel or how I think at this exact moment but I do think it has to do with timing, maturity and sense of responsibility to you. Mommy and I have worked very hard for you and that’s not gonna change, we are in love and at times speachless when we try and describe how we feel about you.
Right now you have a light on you to help with your red or white blood cells and got a little zorro mask on you to protect your little eyes. You don’t like the mask and are moving so much that the mask falls down and it covers your little baby face.
I hold your hand, rub your head and back and just look at you with amazement as you are my son.
The nurses are gonna feed you soon son so I wanna be focused on that so I will write to you tomorrow.

Daddy