Hi Z,

I’m feeling a little sad because I’m not gonna see you or hold you for two days!!!! I’m going to Tahoe with the guys for Rafas 30th birthday, his birthday is really next weekend but we are celebrating this weekend. Mama and I meet when we all went out for his birthday 6 years ago.
Anyhow papa I just wanna let you know that it’s not easy for me and I miss you like crazy even when I’m just at work or running errands. I took some pictures of you and your just amazing.
I’m not really making sense because I’m tired but Daddy loves you and wishes he could have you right here next to him, one day you will be with us on the slopes going crazy like me.

Love you,
Daddy

That smile kills me