Zebastian, 

You’re walking!!! The days of you crawling or being unsure are now over. It’s actually been about a month that you have been walking but a lot has gone on since I last wrote you. 

Let’s start off with the end of mommy and I coming back from vacation. I think it was much needed but it was also amazing to be back. We missed you and won’t vacation without you for awhile. 

During our vacation I got called for an interview about a coaching job which I was in shock about because I was unsure if I wanted to pursue a new job and a different city u  addition to meeting new folks etc. I ended up getting the interview and before I left I gave you a kiss and said I love you and went out the door and told myself that this is for Z this is for he and I to be able to spend more time together and for me to be closer to you instead of an hour and fifteen or more. 

I interviewed and I got hired almost immediately. I got a call 2 hours later and was in utter shock that I was leaving everything behind to be right here with you. I’m leaving all of my friends and connections but I know I will be much happier and I will have you close to me everyday. 

I started my new job at the end of September and I couldn’t have been more excited/scared and nervous as all is this happend so fast. I knew I needed to move on as I was in need of a new challenge and I think I have that now. 

During all of this time you started to get up on your own you started to walk longer distances. You have curly curly hair in the back and have a huge smile that melts my heart. 

Z you sleep really well every night and are still being fed at night by mommy and daddy. I think you can go with out it now since you’re getting bigger but mommy seems to think that you need to be fed still. I think we might regret it later on but for now it’s all good. 

I’ll write you some more soon. I’m going off on too many things and I need to focus the topics and all that instead of everything at once. 
Love you,

Daddy