Hi Papa,

Right now I’m feeling a little emotional because I love you so much. Yesterday we took you to the doctors to get your 15 month check up and I was solo this time, we had your grandma and grandpa there for support but it ain’t the same. Mommy had to work so it was just you and I, it always hurts me to hear you cry but I had to be strong because you were looking at me for strength. Last night (or the same day) I was holding you and putting you to sleep which makes me emo because I love you so much and don’t ever want to leave your side or disappoint you. 

I always tell people that my best job or accomplishment is being a Daddy to Zebastian Zidane Gaitan. I hope one day you will be proud of me and mommy for the sacrifices and love that we have made for you. Z I’m sorry that your gonna have a cry baby Daddy but I will do my best to keep my emotions in check. 

Okay papa, it’s another day that I have to get up and go to work and your asleep. You did amazing during your visit and last night you slept like a baby.

I love you papa!

Love you,

Daddy