What up Z,

It’s about 11pm and I can’t fall asleep yet. Today is the 16th anniversary of the 9/11 attack and 16 years ago I was in high school in Stockton. I remember your grandma told me and I thought to myself damn we’re bout to die. This was some crazy s@!@. I felt like everything stopped but it also showed how compassionate Americans can be but it also sucks that it takes something like that to bring out the empathy in everyone. 

Right now there’s a lot of crazy stuff going on, we had hurricane Harvey and Irma mess up Texas and Florida, Mexico had a huge 8.1 magnitude earthquake and the weather has been crazy. 

This is a very random post but I wanna keep you up to date with what’s going on. 

Let’s see Mommy and I went wine tasting with your Nino and Nina and some family and it was awesome. We had a lot of fun and we enjoyed having some alone time. It was your Mamas 31st b day and we had a lot of fun. 

Z you had a doctors appointment and are doing great, you are behind with your speech but that’ll get fixed since we will be getting you support. It’s a minor setback but it’s all good like I’ve said. I got a lot of confidence in you and I know you will be someone great one day. You make me feel good everyday, you do cry to get your way and throw tantrums and I say it’s okay now but you better not do that when you get older cabron (jk I love you) okay papa, prove’em wrong and don’t be as bad as me and have a chip on your shoulder but believe in yourself and you will do great!

I’m a little side tracked with stuff right now Z but know that I love you and that I’m working hard for you and mama so that I can provide for you and give you everything that you want. I’ve been telling you that you gotta work hard and be appreciative for all of the things that we get for you and that you have when you get older. The reason why I say this is because there are a lot of people who do not have all of the things that we got so we gotta be thankful for everything that we have because it can all be taken away. 

Alright Z sorry this wasn’t the nicest update but I think it’s cuz I’m a little sad with everyone that died on that day and how all of them that passed were not able to go back to their loved ones. After having my own family everything hits me a little harder. I know that my parents wouldn’t want anything to happen to me or you and mama but I think one only knows once they start their own family. That’s when I realized how much my parents loved me and cared for me. 

I’m out Z I love you to infinity and beyond!! 

Love Daddy