What up Z,

Right now you are in bed crashed out. You had a long day but still managed to jump around the house,throw all of your toys on the floor, leave your golf bag in the hallway and still managed to kind of boss us around. It’s my fault that you are sick as I had a cold the last few days. I am feeling better and am hoping that you are able to bounce back just as fast. Mommy is kind of sick too so it’s all my fault. 

Yesterday I went to the store and I was approached by a young man asking for help for a mother and baby. I was like wtf what did you do you know cuz they’re some con artist out there but I spotted them as I walked into the grocery store and I immediately thought of us and our situation. I bought items that we needed then I bought the lady and baby some food/snacks. I thought what would Z like or what would he want to eat and I got them bananas, cookies, milk and a sandwich and maybe some more cookies. Point is I want you to always find it in your heart to help others and appreciate everything that you have and what we have sacrificed for you. I’m all about giving back because I was poor growing up and in college so I know the struggle so please papa be great full and love your neighbor and treat others the way you want to be treated. 

Overall papa everything is good, I’m gonna shower and get ready for bed since it’s almost midnight. I hope you are sleeping with the angels!! 

Okay last thing: we went to the mountain winery where mommy and daddy got married and had a great time at the Cafe Tacuba concert. It was amazing and I really love that place and I can’t wait for you to go with us one day. We also went to a wedding where papa got to see his friends and it was awesome. I knew I changed when I became your daddy but I knew even more the other day when I didn’t want to go out afterwards because I wanted to sleep with you in the bed. Some people ask why do you let him sleep with you guys in the bed and I say he’s only gonna be this small once and I want to enjoy waking up to him in my bed as long as I can because one day you are gonna be a big boy and have your own bed and then one day go off to college and that’s it. You might not come back home and it’s a wrap, that’s what happened to me and I still get emotional when I think about it. I didn’t think about what was going on and I miss my mom and dad more then they will ever know but it was a choice/decision that worked out but I was still a young baby when I left. 

Anyways papa sorry to get emo on you but I hope you love me the way that I love my parents because they taught me everything I know and I hope to teach you what they taught me and how to be strong and have a strong mentality because they’re haters out there but you gotta be strong and have a lot of heart and empathy for people. 

Okay Z goodnight and I love you!!

Love Daddy