Hi Zebastian,

It’s Thursday December 6th and we have a few more days without mommy. Mommy is in Davis for work and you and I have been face timing her and it’s been cool. I’ve been taking care of you and your grandparents have helped too. It’s not easy but you’ve managed to do well. I would have thought you would have cried for her but you like understood that mommy was going to work and you even said it “mama working” like you accepted it. It’s been hard for me. I don’t sleep without mommy and you very often and it’s sucks for me because I don’t sleep the same but I know it’s good for mommy and it’s good for us.

Right now you are talking more and more. You love dinosaurs and Godzilla. I don’t know how you got into Godzilla but it’s cool. Everything is going good here at home. This time of year sucks because it’s cold and rainy but you have fun and we try and do fun things for you.

I love you Z and I love how innocent you are and all of the love and joy that you bring all of us. I know I would be lost without you and mommy too. We both suck, we haven’t slept good and all because we’re not together and we miss one another and as a family we are doing okay supporting one another but together we are stronger as we are united. Sleeping in bed with you without mommy is hard lol. I can roll over knowing you have mommy and now I try to sleep facing you so you know I’m there.

Alright Z it’s early I’m gonna try and hit the gym and then pick up some snacks. I love you papa!

Love,

Daddy