Zizou,

You’re asleep right next to me and have been going through a lot lately. You have had a cough for like a month in a half. You’ve been using a breathing treatment to help you and have been good at taking your medicine.

This update is going to be all over the place so I’m sorry if you get lost.

You’re growing and have been over the last few months and have been handing everything good. You’re doing good in school and socializing a lot. You’re also playing soccer which is new and I’m almost ready to pull you out because you’re 3.5 and you’re not ready but will see. You did good at practice and are kind of liking it so hopefully this is the first of many practices and games in your future.

Easter 2019 was in Stockton. You had a blast and I loved seeing you run around with your cousins who love you. I wish we lived closer so you could be closer to them and I can see you run around and play with them. Hopefully one day we will because I want you to have these memories and relationships with your familia.

I love you Z. Continue to grow and keep on learning. Remember mommy and daddy love you and will do anything for you. Never give up and if you need anything I will always be here for you so don’t ever feel like you can’t ask me for anything okay.

I love you,

Daddy