Z,

I’m in the hospital room 343 with you but before that we were in the ER and prior to that we were in and out of the doctors office yesterday getting blood work and trying to figure out what’s going on.

Well Z you have pneumonia! I don’t know how or why you got it but you did. The doctor said something about your white blood cells being high but not to worry as it’s not cancer or leukemia. After they told us that they had to do blood work for the second time and I started to tear up. I stayed strong but the tears were coming and I was like shit…. all these nurses prolly laughing at me but it hurt me more then it hurt you and I hated it. One day you will know the feeling when you have your own babies.

So we’re gonna be here for another day and it’s okay we are bored but I called out sick for tomorrow as I need to take care of you!

I love you Z and you’re such a good boy everyone was very impressed by you and how strong you are. There’s a lot more I could say but since I haven’t written in so long I thought I’d just tell you what’s going on now. I will write you later papa!!

Love you,

Daddy