Z you broke my heart in a good way the last few days. The first was when we were doing our nightly prayers. You by yourself said I wanna pray for my papa Miguel that he gets better. I cried but held it together. I couldn’t believe that you remembered and he was on your mind, I am sure he was with you at this time. My dad loved you Z and he’s now our special guardian angel. Today I told you that I’m going back to work. I’ve worked 3-4 times this month and I’ve been home with you so obviously we got used to being with one another and I’m sad that I’m gonna be gone too but you want toys and I gotta provide for you. You cried a little but telling me that you were gonna miss me and of course it hurt my heart but I know you know and understand that Daddy has to work.

Gigi,

You keep eating and growing so much. You are my baby girl and I love you so much. When I wake up in the middle of the night o would be mad like damn this sucks but I see you smile and that big ol head and I am instantly happy and forget.

I gotta go and check the laundry now but I love you both. Gabby you are needy too and of course I am gonna miss you and our breakfast talks but with 2021 right around the corner I hope that it’s a better year and we continue to be blessed with everything that we have especially our health and whatever it is that follows. I love you mi familia Gaitan

Love you,

Daddy