Z and Gigi,

Today kinda sucked for me. I miss grandpa Miguel and could really use his words of wisdom. Nothing is going on but I just miss him and wish he could physically be here to see you play games and grow up. He was so proud of you and loved seeing you grow up.

Gigi you are getting so big so fast and I wish I could hold you forever. This week was crazy Z had so much going on with baseball, football and school pictures. We just got his report card and you are improving! Z you are the sweetest kid and the best big brother.

Last week Daddy went on a snowboarding trip and it was fun but I didn’t wanna go. I cried leaving yall and I told myself that I needed to be a big boi. I said a prayer to have God return me safe to yall and he did.

It’s getting late so I’m gonna go now but I love you both and hope one day y’all read this and know how much Daddy loves you.