Hello Babies,

You are 8 Zebastian and Gigi you are 3. I just got home from work and you guys are playing at the park with mommy. I just wanna tell you guys I love you and I am so proud of you guys. I won’t be here forever unfortunately but I promise while I am here to love you guys and try my best as your daddy to do whatever I can so you guys both have everything you guys want. I am really scared of not being there for you guys one day and I know it sucks trust me. I miss papa Miguel and Grandma Paula every day and I wish I could here them talk to me and have them tell me they love me and are proud of me.

Z you are such a good boy. We go skating around the neighborhood and you go hella fast. I have videos of you so you can be like damn I was a savage. You are a weenie too lol but its okay you are innocent. Gigi you are semi potty trained. You still poop yourself even though you know you need to go you still go in your underwear. We went to the snow and it was amazing.

We love you guys and I hope to God that he gives me a long life with you both so one day I will take care of my grand babies.

I love you

Daddy