Its been hard. I have very little patience I am sad and I am not going through the motions but I am getting by. I try every day to be strong but there are some days where I feel like I don’t know what is going on and I can’t remember things. I am thankful for everything but am also reminded of this life and how short it is. I am trying to be better but I think I worry too much which might be causing this. It really sucks because we were on vacation in Cabo and I had an amazing time. It was beautiful to just chill and be with you guys. Anyways its late. I have to go to bed but I love you guys and I hope when we go to see Bluey I will be feeling better and be present. Z and Gigi you guys honestly keep me going and what push me.