Hi Z,

You seen me cry right after I got the news that my Daddy went to Heaven. I was shocked sad and broken-hearted. Z you seen daddy at his weakest because he didn’t want to lose his best friend. I am your best friend and you are mine but Daddy loves his Daddy and lost his best friend of 35 years. The emotional support I’m getting from Mommy, Gigi and you has helped me but it’s hard when you love someone so much. My Dad Z was my rock and my go to. He was my guy, I could tell him anything and I loved being with him even if it meant we chill on the sofa and watch the news or a movie.

Z my tears are of joy and some sadness. I/ we had a lot of plans to do a lot of things with you two (Gigi) and now we won’t have that opportunity but we will include Megan and Miguelito cuz that’s your blood and I want them to see you grow up because that’s what my daddy would want.

This evening we were dancing listening to music we FaceTimed the family and we were spot celebrating the life of my Dad and the music he liked. I got a nice little buzz but your mommy got turnt. She’s crying for me because she knows daddy is hurt but I catch myself laughing as soon as I get down I think and laugh about what he would be saying or doing right now. Papa was a funny man and a loving man.

Okay Z I’m gonna check on mommy. You and Gigi are knocked out. I gotta get to sleep since Gigi will be waking up around 4am or 6am hopefully later so I can sleep in. I hope your grandpa comes to me in my dreams and tucks me in like when I was little like you. I love you Z and Gigi forever and ever my babies!

Love you,

Daddy